I know i haven't been posting lately, but no one reads this anyways haha oh well
So life of a roller coaster once again. Sometimes I wonder if life ever can be good for over 6 months? One step at a time, but god damn, when does it ever end? Alone once again to figure myself out and see where life will take me. What am I destined to do? Where do I go from here? I have been asking this lately. With school finishing and my real life starting to begin I wonder where I will end up years down the road? So many questions, yet not one answer to any. I read some of my old posts and I needs some poetrizzle up in hurr =)
A canvas is your life
Each stroke has a story to tell
To make you laugh
or to make your brain swell
One mistake and it can never be erased
No matter how hard you try to hide it
It has permanently placed
forever more has your canvas been laced
Just accept it.
Don't let your canvas go to waste.
So pretty much this is my life at the moment. I hope everything will be good in the future (so I hope). I miss writing poetry. It feels good getting everything out of your system. I need to write more even if no one reads. This is my journal that I like to look back at at read once in a while lol. ugh back to reality
Anyways today was a shit show.School is not cool at the moment. Our course load is laid out so horribly. UGH but what can I do. I try but I really don't think that is enough. I'm in a rut, and I feel like I can't get out =( but I will just keep trying. On a side note chilling with Ray, Dodgeball, and BBT was chills. I'm DEFINITELY glad I went to dodgeball, and I might make it a ritual. haha
gnight world.
p.s. I feel fat. Can't wait till semester is over to workout! any workout buddies?????
imu.
peace
-A
